Just do it!

I am so glad I started this blog on art musing. Now I have a refuge to say what I want to say about my thoughts and feelings with the dealings of art.

I am so stuck. I have been struggling with the anxiety of painting- and then feel so guilty for setting myself up for great expectations that I freeze up. I know once I just start doing "it", I will focus more on what I am doing than what I am NOT doing. What a dreadful place to be.

I will post later today to account WHAT I did do. My studio is now all set up except a few supplies that I can not seem to find. ( just a few hundred dollars of water mixable paint)

There is a sence of humility to greatness and purpose in ones life and when my spirit yields to it's presence then, I can begin. I must seek this today. I do not desire to be great, I just desire to do what ever I am supose to be doing. Why do we have to wrestle with our spirit?

O.K., so now I know what I must do to begin,.... humility. I must get myself out of the way. This is a very painful thing when you tend to cling to insecurities and such.
I hope this can help others who may be going through the same painful growing process. I believe I will seek other artist who have dealt with these issues.